Scars would not heal

Chat with someone who i hurt so deeply 2 years ago who congratulate me on my current relationship..
It has been 2 years and this is the first time i can really talk.
Maybe out of the guilt and damage i did.
Somehow, i still believe thats the best for you and me.

I am sorry that i hurt you so badly,
I am sorry i make you walk back alone with tears in the dark,
I am sorry that my promises need to be erased,
I am sorry and sorry is the only thing i can say.

Have you ever love and lost somebody, wish there were a chance to say i am sorry?

I do.

One More Special Day to Remember

Today is the last day of CNY as well as the Chinese Valentine's Day..

Maybe my friend was right..

I started a relationship again.....

Time will be now my only challenge, need to adapt living in pairs again.

Hope this will ends well.

17/2/2011

2nd Day Working

Today is already the 2nd day working at Digistar..

Its always so tiring travel around up and down to go for work and after work..

Really feel like lying on somebody and there are somebody who are waiting for you at home that really warm the heart and you won't feel tired at all because you knew that what you are doing now, you are earning a better life for your loved one.

L.O.V.E reminder

Always remember to give her space, give her time, give her care.

If you truly love her, you will not need to worry about time.

Just to ensure that she knows, whenever she need you, you will be around.

Love is something that will not come in sudden.

It requires a lot more than just desire....

If you love her, you will share the bright side with her and share her dark side.

Before you judging what is love, the best way is not to judge any.

Time is the most precious thing to give to the one you love.

Don't take failure too seriously, you need to believe that it is a matter of time.

If i love you.

i will give you freedom, love, care and mostly time.

it soon becomes a habit loving you and i am practicing it and you are adapting it.

Happy Valentine's Day 2011.

伤口上撒盐

我的心已经不能再承受一根羽毛的重量了。

很寂寞，很受伤，很心痛，很需要别人的注意。

到底发生了什么事？ 我觉得我开始变弱了。

人长大后，总会寻找自己的伴侣，自己的另一半，一个人生才算完整

原来是真的。。。

内心深处，有一种感觉总是被隐藏着，真的很辛苦。

怎样才能解脱？ 怎样才算解脱？

听过丁当的一首“一半”，我真的能够体会这首歌的境界。

那个“一半”应该是我正需要的吧。

这种伤口会复原吗？

我的心痛竟是你的快乐。

到最后我们只学会了祝福别人。

好人不好当， 我要学怀。

繁忙

想想下一些从小就会开始学习的人生道理； ‘一寸光阴一寸金，寸金难买寸光阴’。

有时会深思，现在做的一切对吗？值得吗？而最怕的也是时间白白流失的感觉，怕遗憾。

有人说过，一些老人家会觉得自己的人生过得遗憾是因为他们没有把握时间呢？还是他们都把时间放在不实际的事物上。

为了不要遗憾，我选择了不会放过任何自己喜欢的事物的机会。理想等于浪费时间吗？ 真是搞不懂。 也许老了就会懂。。。 希望当时后人类已发明了时光机吧。。。

1 MMU counselling week. Talentime!

One day before the audition my friend Lawrence met me accidentally at HB3 telling me about going for the Talentime Audition by MMU Counselling unit. Next day in the morning i rush out my song and went to the audition and so lucky that i am also selected!.. Yay.. a performer's life ya~~